GRRRRAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

it has been about 19 hours since i have seen Natalie and it is starting to bug me. Its almost causing physical pain. I cant do anything! i try to draw but i end up getting pissed off and throwing the paper across the room. and just now, i pulled a mammoth chunk of hair out. I am physically beginning to detiorate, which i think is bad. :(

Well, i WILL see her on monday, which is sweet! And on thursday, we ar going to salvation army to try and find me a suit coat and some more ties. Im Looking foreward to it.. :)



:embrace the random: [though id rather be embracing Natalie]


- Big Fat In Love Matt